couldn't sleep well yesterday and the day before yesterday. been thinking about lots of stuff. then when i finally slept i had a dream or something, dreamt that i was botak hahaha.
anyway here's a confession: so i had a crush on lydia. amazingly my first crush in these 4 years. hmm i guess the only reason i finally dare to write her name here is because i've accepted the fact that i will never be with her. like we are miles apart, our lives, character and circle of interest are very different. so on 11/7/05 i saw her at amk then was kinda attracted to her. ya it's dumb to say i like someone because i am attracted to her physical appearance so i only dare to say i find her cute and stuff. friends urged me to talk to her, i did on a few occasions but the conversations we had died in a mere 5-10minutes. many times i typed hi but just didn't hit the enter key cause i know i have nothing to say after that.haha anyway it's just dumb to have a relationship at such a young age, many of them won't last. see how many couples out there break up in a few weeks, making love look cheap. the only exception i've seen so far is hy and zh, i think their relationship is a lasting one. hahah i bet i'll be laughing at myself when i read this entry in a few years time.
ok away with those stuff, today was quite fun. had drum lessons, ric was quite friendly today, or at least i made him friendly. he said the previous student was giving him attitude like he's some spoilt brat, so i laughed and told him not to worry cause i ain't one. so, the 45mins+ we had was well spent, he gave me a music sheet for sight reading. hahah i made lots of mistake playing along but it was fun. then on the way home i was thinking about spoilt brats. you know those rich kids with a stuck up face, just feel like slapping them. they get everything they want and they think everybody owes them. well fk them i'm going to stop nagging . actually i have alot to say but it's time for lunch and whoever is reading this should be needing a break by now, so bye! =D
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